THAT IS, 9pm - 5am…or rather 6am. I worked 9pm-6am last night you guys.
what even is life right now? AND I have to do it all again tonight!!! I mean, It’s fine, because I don’t really care as long as I’m getting paid….but it’s also not great because i sleep the rest of my day away pretty much.
But then I remember how used to this I am with theatre. It’s like, life starts when rehearsal begins…then you go out after..and then you go home and do homework, and before you know it, GOOD MORNING!!!
School is coming sooner than I want it to, and that means I’m still figuring out how to pay for everything and what my schedule is like and yadda yadda. I get so stressed out about it though, that I just kinda shut down and I don’t do any of it! I know, that’s stupid, but i do my best :/ I don’t now, money stresses me out more than anything else in the whole world.
I don’t really have anything prepared, because i woke up at 1pm today, and had a pretty average, no too exciting day. Usually something happens and inspires me, but not today.
OH JUST KIDDING, okay:
Last night before work, I was working on a show that I’m assistant designing, and a man who had done shows with them before came into the “costume shop” and was bothering everyone, talking down the performances, and just being a big jerk. And I wondered if he had ever heard the “Are you helping or hurting?” term before, because he was DEFINITELY hurting the process. He essentially said that making the costumes was stupid and that it’s just sewing….and that he ‘creates’ things. Like, what? I don’t create a fucking costume for you kid WHO IS IN THE SHOW to wear??? and his Wife also works in the costume shop, so like, how do you not get it? yeah, I understand that it’s community theatre, but you never have to be rude to me while I’m working and basically pass of my college major as something stupid. I swear, ignorance and arrogance are the two ugliest qualities a person can have.
I don’t know, lesson? Shut the fuck up unless you have a positive thing to say.